The Fallacy of “You Reap What You Sow”

This is the premise ladyyomi and onino used to slander me. On the day I closed the comments on the rights protection document, I made a brief comment about this on Bluesky, but since my account was banned because of their reports, I’ll say it again.

First, **the block against me happened before I posted anonymously. **Before Autumn posted “A Note from Me” on June 10 and informed me about this, I didn’t know ladyyomi at all. Maybe I had seen her ID, but I remember several OC authors’ AO3 IDs had similar structures. I wasn’t interested in works that weren’t Kazama-centric, so I didn’t read her works. However, after learning about this matter, I found that ladyyomi had already blocked my AO3 account. **In other words, she blocked me before I had any chance to defend myself. **You can judge what that means for yourselves.

Secondly, the attitude of the Hakuouki fandom towards me has changed. I have been monitoring the backend records of my AO3 account and can confidently say that **the views on my Chinese works have stagnated at least since mid-last year. **This is why I collaborated with Autumn to translate works. Before I first used GPT in January this year, I had never used AI for creation. Even when I use AI or co-create with AI, I always indicate at the beginning of the work that the content is AI-generated. However, before I published an anonymous work on June 4th this year, an anonymous user told me that someone was quietly discussing my use of AI and also told me “don’t mind their opinions.”

From that moment, I felt that it was all like a conspiracy—my Chinese works were not favored by English readers, and after collaborating with Autumn, my marginalized situation did not improve significantly; instead, I faced increasing hostility.

The only point I’m trying to make by saying all this is that I was inexplicably dragged into this conflict. I am the innocent victim from beginning to end. Inexplicably, ladyyomi blocked me in a hurry without even giving me a chance to appeal. I’ll say it again: ladyyomi blocked my AO3 account before I even knew her, and blocked my Tumblr account right after I registered a new one and posted. I never even had the chance to encounter her comment section. How did I harass her? It’s like a person walking down the street gets hit on the head by a falling flowerpot, bleeding and furious, wanting to find the culprit, but the culprit says: “You look a lot like my enemy, so you deserve to be hit by me.” Is there any more despicable thing to say than that?

Thirdly, what truly triggered the large-scale blocking was precisely onino’s notorious comment on July 8th, one day after I registered my current Tumblr account:

Apart from his loyalty to ladyyomi, I don’t believe a single word that onino says. Since the first time I spoke with him on July 7th, he left me with the impression of being crude, slick, and insincere. This is exactly why I have consistently refused to engage in conversation with him afterward. During that conversation, I clearly stated that autumn and I are not the same person and questioned whether he knew this fact. However, he changed the subject, insisted that the evidence I provided was unconvincing, said “I’m not a good person,” and the very next day posted the words shown in the image above in ladyyomi’s comment section.

Undoubtedly, onino and ladyyomi are experts in human nature; they exploit people’s desire for comfort to portray me as a “disruptor of fandom peace and order,” a morally corrupt person from China who speaks crudely, hates female characters, is anti-LGBT, has no job or friends, spends all day spying on others’ accounts while evading blocks, and construct narratives with AI assistance.

The hate account “Lucy”, which suddenly appeared on August 20, naturally took on the role of a “side person” to carry forward the narrative concocted by these people — who he is doesn’t matter; what matters is that his function is exactly the same as that of the self-proclaimed fourteen-year-old minor Lucy who appeared in the autumn comment section this February, both serving to support the narrative fabricated by certain individuals to frame me and autumn.

ladyyomi insisted that I was autumn’s alt account (in fact, she calls anyone whose behavior is strange and makes her uncomfortable autumn), and to this day she has not admitted she was wrong on this issue. Under the pressure of my continuous accountability, on one hand she spread the rumor that I was autumn to other platforms, and on the other hand she kept retreating, first deleting all her posts labeled “autumn drama,” then deleting her Tumblr account.

As a result, her loyal supporters onino and lucy (and possibly saltyneo) naturally blamed me for ladyyomi deleting her account, reinforcing and extending the narrative that “you reap what you sow.” Because I am a troublemaker who disrupts the peaceful order, they feel justified in punishing me in any way they see fit: First, they falsely accused me of being a sock puppet, then twisted my efforts to defend myself and gather evidence into harassment, used this as an excuse to report my Bsky account, employed accounts with thousands of followers to publicly shame me, created sock puppet to mock and insult me nonstop, and then justified it all with phrases like “grow up” and “touch grass,” hoping to use these tactics to expel me from the fan community.

The reason I posted this is simple: I want to know who those anonymous rumor-mongers really are. Since the anonymous people claim they have evidence that autumn plagiarized and harassed minors, and can prove that I am autumn, I will act as the notary using an anonymous identity.

But the reaction of this group was very disappointing: as soon as they noticed my actions, they quickly made excuses saying “autumn is stalking us, we can’t let her gather evidence,” and after that, everything was orchestrated by hiraethum and ladyyomi together.

The situation began to get complicated on July 7th, when ladyyomi expanded her accusations, which made me feel it was necessary to register a Tumblr blog specifically to handle this matter. However, the first people I encountered on Tumblr — and still are — were onino and lightmelody. Even Lucy is very likely to be onino’s alternate account, as their schedules overlap, their activities are well-coordinated, and when onino doesn’t repost and is online, it is often Lucy who is speaking (based on observed posting intervals and mirrored statements.)

Onino and Lightmelody have appeared from the beginning as close friends and staunch supporters of Ladyyomi, so they should logically know a lot about Ladyyomi’s matters. However, ironically, Onino repeatedly claims that he doesn’t know who made the anonymous comments.

At that time, I used GPT-4o to conduct a language comparison analysis of anonymous comments. Because the material used for analysis included my original words and I did not explicitly instruct GPT to distinguish between speakers, the mistake of mixing up identities occurred. However, this does not affect the correctness of the other conclusions. Every analysis I conducted was reached after careful discussion with GPT, and each conclusion represents my own viewpoint. I was very clear about what I was doing on this issue and was not misled by any AI hallucinations. **So when I say that ladyyomi, onino, and lightmelody’s speaking styles are highly similar to certain anonymous comments, it means I also agree with this judgment. **the raw data is all there, and if you doubt my conclusion, you can certainly use a more accurate model or statistical software to measure it yourself.